The Evil in me

People say I'm weird because yes , I have friends but still most of the times I want to do things on my own. I van watch movie on my own. I can go for a holiday on my own. I enjoyed my privacy. My friends will say i'm very selfish I'll just enjoy and be happy by mysely. I donot want to share it to them. That is why im trying to connect to them sometimes. I still enjoy doing things on my own.

I love you goodbye

A letter to the man I love( hehehe)

Dear Mr. Right.

Nasa sayo na lahat nang quality na hinahanap ko sa isang lalaki. Maalalahanin, matalino,masarap kakwentuhan at higit sa lahat super sweet. Pero  alam ko na bawal alam ko na hindi dapat alam kung mali kaya lang ang hirap mong kalimutan ang hirap mong iwasan ang hirap mong alisin sa isip ko. Ang hirap hirap mong layuan..

Home away from Home

I've been away from home since 2011. It's my first time to be away from my family. Being away from home  is never easy especially on my part that I have asthma. I need to take care of myself. But God is just so great that he gave me a very nice room mate a room  mate that is willing to take care of me and a super awesome landlady who stand as my 2nd mother who is also willing to help and take care of me when I'm in need of help.

Friends for life

Friends will come and go in your life, but more important than how long a friendship lasts, is that a good friend will love you for who you are. The way you can tell the sign of a good friend is by looking at the actions they take –big and small – that show they care.

Some common signs of a good friend include 

• someone who will support you no matter what
• someone you can trust and who won’t judge you
• someone who won’t put you down or deliberately hurt your feelings
• someone who is kind and has respect for you
• someone who will love you because they choose to, not because they feel like they should
• someone whose company you enjoy
• showing loyalty
• being trustworthy and willing to tell you the truth, even when it’s hard
• someone who can laugh when you do
• someone who is willing to stick around when things get tough
• someone who makes you smile
• someone who is there to listen
• someone who will cry when you cry.

No matter how far are you from each other, no matter how busy your schedules are a real friend will always find ways and time for you.

I cannot imagine how perfect life is if we have this kind of friend. Yes, this are the signs of good friends but we should also bear in our minds that before we can find this kind of friend we ourselves should be one.

Life of an Overseas Worker

The life of an overseas worker is not easy, they work to foreign country and sacrifice. They go and find a job there, so that they will be able to earn money to support the daily needs and give a better future to their family left here in the Philippines.For parents who are not able to take good care of their own children because they are away and for children who cannot enjoy the company of their parents as they grow. They adjust to almost everything like language, their way of living, culture, customs ,beliefs, foods etc.

Having relatives working abroad is such an opportunity because not everyone can go there, work there and live there. Maybe because they don't have enough money to support the needs and requirements to go abroad. Everyone wanted to work abroad although it is too far and a foreign country, because they know that they can only earn big money if they will work outside the Philippines.

 As for me, Yes it is a dream come true. I am earning better here and I was able to bring out the best in me in my everyday work. Yes, it is very stressful, on my first few months I feel like giving up but thinking about the good future that I can give to my family if I will not give up then it gives me strength to continue and be brave in facing everything. As of this moment I've been working here for three years I can say I am a better person. I am able to find ways to fight against homesickness and stress and as I said I was able to bring out the best in me. I was able to do things that I never thought I can do.

Purple

This is always my favourite colour.  I want everything around me to be purple. It will surely ease all my stress, worries and pains. This will surely help me in making my life easier.
Below  is a photo of my dream room.

Sometimes we need to be cruel in order to be kind

Sometimes we need to be cruel in order to be kind. This is always my favourite line. I'm used to live in accordance with this motto. I heard and understood this motto when I was 18 and  that was 10 years ago. Yes, I gained enemies but I don't mind I'm too inlove with my motto. I always tell myself that I'm actualy bieng a hero to them that I'm just doing it for thier own sake. Yes, they will hate me now but in the future they will thank me.

Now that I'm 28

10 years ago when I and my friends will talk about future plans I

 will always tell them that I'll be married at the age of 28. At this age I and my partner will start living in our own home and building our future together. That at this I'll be traveling together with him. Sounds perfect isn't it? That's every teenagers dream. Sounds like a fairytale that will always have a they live happily ever after ending. Now that I'm 10 days away from my 28th  birthday Do you think am now engage and preparing for my dream wedding? uhuhhhh.. no no.. I broke up with my boy friend 9 years ago and never had a boy friend after him. I encounter a lot of life changing experiences in that 10 years and now I can say that  my perception about life has change I'm no longer the lyn that I am 10 years ago I just come to realize that fairy tales are just tales and that they never just happen in real life. You have to work for it. You have to do something it will not just come to you.  Happy Birthday to me. :)

Waking up any time of the day with everything prepared. From shower to meal to outfit for the day everything wished will surely be granted. It's a perfect life with cars and drivers that can take me anywhere without any traffic jam. People will be waiting for me and not me waiting for them. I will not be thinking about budgeting, about assignments, about boss about colleagues and about enjoying life and about saving for the future. But in reality all of that are just an imagination yes, my Father is a king and not just a king but king of kings. He is my creator, my savior and my Lord. I'm living in  life's reality that I need to wake up two hours before my office hours, need to budget my finances so as I'll be able to help my family, to enjoy my life and at the same time save for my future.  I also need to get along with my boss and colleagues who is not always in good mood, who also has tiger moods. And most of all I also need to face and overcome problems and trials at home and at work. Yes my father is a king and yet he let me experience all this not because he wants me to suffer but because he wants me to enjoy my life to the fullest because life without trials and sorrows is boring. We cannot appreciate happiness if we did not undergo sorrows. As i face all the trials in life my father never abandoned he was and will always be there to guide and protect me.