Purple

This is always my favourite colour.  I want everything around me to be purple. It will surely ease all my stress, worries and pains. This will surely help me in making my life easier.
Below  is a photo of my dream room.

Sometimes we need to be cruel in order to be kind

Sometimes we need to be cruel in order to be kind. This is always my favourite line. I'm used to live in accordance with this motto. I heard and understood this motto when I was 18 and  that was 10 years ago. Yes, I gained enemies but I don't mind I'm too inlove with my motto. I always tell myself that I'm actualy bieng a hero to them that I'm just doing it for thier own sake. Yes, they will hate me now but in the future they will thank me.

Now that I'm 28

10 years ago when I and my friends will talk about future plans I

 will always tell them that I'll be married at the age of 28. At this age I and my partner will start living in our own home and building our future together. That at this I'll be traveling together with him. Sounds perfect isn't it? That's every teenagers dream. Sounds like a fairytale that will always have a they live happily ever after ending. Now that I'm 10 days away from my 28th  birthday Do you think am now engage and preparing for my dream wedding? uhuhhhh.. no no.. I broke up with my boy friend 9 years ago and never had a boy friend after him. I encounter a lot of life changing experiences in that 10 years and now I can say that  my perception about life has change I'm no longer the lyn that I am 10 years ago I just come to realize that fairy tales are just tales and that they never just happen in real life. You have to work for it. You have to do something it will not just come to you.  Happy Birthday to me. :)

Waking up any time of the day with everything prepared. From shower to meal to outfit for the day everything wished will surely be granted. It's a perfect life with cars and drivers that can take me anywhere without any traffic jam. People will be waiting for me and not me waiting for them. I will not be thinking about budgeting, about assignments, about boss about colleagues and about enjoying life and about saving for the future. But in reality all of that are just an imagination yes, my Father is a king and not just a king but king of kings. He is my creator, my savior and my Lord. I'm living in  life's reality that I need to wake up two hours before my office hours, need to budget my finances so as I'll be able to help my family, to enjoy my life and at the same time save for my future.  I also need to get along with my boss and colleagues who is not always in good mood, who also has tiger moods. And most of all I also need to face and overcome problems and trials at home and at work. Yes my father is a king and yet he let me experience all this not because he wants me to suffer but because he wants me to enjoy my life to the fullest because life without trials and sorrows is boring. We cannot appreciate happiness if we did not undergo sorrows. As i face all the trials in life my father never abandoned he was and will always be there to guide and protect me.